I wonder if some things will ever ever change.
It's kind of like, you are caught in this rut,
swimming your way out, but to no avail.
And with age, it gets deeper.
It would mean that you are mature enough to think and control your temper,
and all the people you hurt know that too,
so they would probably regard you with some form of disappointment.

i always feel that when you are being too direct,
it's a mixture of both good and bad
good because you dont go round backstabbing people
bad because people think that you offended them.

i don't wana go round creating enmity with others
yet i dont wish to create a fake personality
which is so NOT MIE.

sighs well life is such
and i believe that with every little ting you do
you will never be able to please everybody.

I just hope we can deal with matters of fact rationally and maturely,
im still learning for sure.

i dont wish to blabber incoherently.
i just wish that i can get to speak up for myself.

livinginanemptyshell
eunice